Ugh. This job is just so stressful and depressing. Yeah, I'm sure you think I'm a huge baby, but you don't know! I can't stand it. I am just not cut out for sitting in a cubicle all day and having to deal with people, especially happy, outgoing, loud, marketing people. Ick. Things were much better before they moved me up to this stupid floor and stuck me in this cubicle. I don't even know what I want to do with my life, but it's certainly not this. The 3 hours of driving a day is enough to make me go crazy.
Why don't I do something about it? I've tried! I've been looking for jobs for months, I've even gone on a few interviews. But there aren't any jobs, and I can't afford to take a 50% pay cut by working some dumb job that will definitely get me nowhere.
It's seriously depressing to me. If this is the rest of my life what is there to be happy about? Yeah, I do have great things/people/animals in my life, but when do I ever have the time or energy to interact with them? Drive, work, drive, clean, eat, sleep. That's all I do anymore.