have at tack

Saturday January 12, 2008 at 7:53 AM in

so i done some stuff and i did some other stuff. art blah blah. dog stuff and what ever more stuff. and doom death destruction

sir that is not a knighted

Tuesday January 08, 2008 at 9:29 AM in

is it the general consensus that what happens to you in life is 85 percent crap, 14 percent mediocre and 1 percent good. recently i have been in some of the toughest times in my life and i have been thinking about how i have been reacting when it gets tough . my initial reaction has been anger and then i repress that anger, until it comes out like a train wreck, then i feel depression and remorse and after that there is a period of anxiety and skepticism while i wait for the next bad thing. this has been my cycle for the past few months, it is tiring. when i am alone sitting in the shower i think about what kind of person i have been through it all and what kind of person i want to be? so, what kind of person are you kory? short answer, is i don't know. i know the role i try to play is calm and logical. that i am someone with the bigger picture in mind. that i know when to let go when something is beyond my control but i am not these things. i think at my root i am rash, angry, obsessive and full of self pity. normally i can keep these things in check enough so i can either hide them or function normally but recently and mostly in private between amy and i, i have been losing control. i don't know why i am posting this. except maybe i am just trying to be honest, that this is a type of confession. that i am not where i want to be and i am not happy with myself.

rabid tossing and turning

Monday January 07, 2008 at 7:59 PM in

worked today and watched a bit of marie antoinette, i am a big fan of period pieces and i know it is stretching it to call marie antoinette a period piece but its got the costumes so close enough. took some pictures at a most dismal sheffield beach yesterday, grey and gloomy as far as the eye could see, a perfect metaphor for my life. i was rather satisfied with the results. yet at last i am just to lazy to actual post them but if you check out sweat pea's page you can see some she took. i also started to make stickers again and put a few up around the neighborhood.

same when no one is around

Saturday January 05, 2008 at 8:29 AM in

yesterday i went to an early showing of i am legend. not to shabby, in comparison to what i expected. i would just like to take a moment and praise the midway mall cinemas for having a 3.75 first showing rate. its great because it is cheap and there is never anybody in the theater. had to clean the house, the shears where stopping by to go out to eat, we took them to melt using are car with the roomy back seat. really looking forward to the next step of getting the rescue off the ground, trying not to putter around with this, excitement wears off easily for me and i don't want this to fizzle. did a bit of painting and a bit of drawing

finkle poo

Thursday January 03, 2008 at 6:41 PM in

so the idea was to try to post everyday and i am already behind but what ever i made up the rules. i got the stitches out of my arm today, what did you say? i didn't post about stitches. well about two weeks back a mirror fell on me, it cut opened my elbow enough for three stitches. two weeks was one week longer than i was suppose to have them in for. so, it was a bit more painful getting the stitches out then having them put in. i also started to do some research on starting a no-profit organization. hoping to get involved with starting up a new animal rescue. i picked up sweet pea and went to thai house for lunch. we had actually just eaten there for dinner the night before but they have great curry and stir fry.