oh what to do with a wasted day, do i keep it in my pocket or stick it to the bottom of my shoe. i am always organizing it seems. not in a fanatical clean way but in a, i always feel disorganized and if i could just get my ducks in a row i would have this fulfilling life. yet, in the end all my possessions don't seem to break down into groups well. so, whats the solution if it can't be organized then toss it or organization is for the weak, live, dwell and be consumed by the chaos that is the mess. maybe i will just take the middle road and put the messes in to there respectable places and do my living between the piles.
i found this lost memory in an old sketch book from three years ago" i worked a few hours with paul today. i helped him with a surveying job. it was at a vending business's warehouse thingy. there wash a trash bin with praying hands encased with in flames painted on the side. also, there was 30 or forty broken down soda coolers, like the ones put in front of the checkout" it was a pretty boring day, then i would have never pictured my self in the position i find myself now and though those weren't the greatest of days i had hope of better days. i just don't have that anymore.
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I wish I too was more organized. But, no matter how hard I try or how many lists I make - it never happens. ::sigh::
Praying you find better days soon.
Christine | March 7, 2008 8:54 PM
I cannot comment on being organized as I don't think I have ever been that. I can, however, comment on happiness.
It isn't the easiest of things to achieve, sadly. But I think the most important ingredient in the equation is love. In order to love anyone else we have to first love ourselves. To love ourselves we must accept ourselves. We don't have to expect perfection from us as we cannot achieve that and therefore will always fail and never be happy.
So if we really want to be happy we have to first start with us.
Kory, you are a good person! You are caring and compassionate and deserve happiness. Things might be really bad right now, but you must pick yourself up, dust yourself off, look in the mirror and tell yourself you are God's son and he loves you. And you can do all things through him. So if you can do better or be better than you have been. DO IT! Don't regret your mistakes or allow yourself to be guilt ridden....God forgives us and we must forgive ourselves and move forward.
I don't know what all is going on but I know what I said above is true. Kory, hold your head and be the very best Kory you can and don't expect anymore from you!
nard | March 28, 2008 6:08 PM
hope springs subliminal in the jarble nard